December 10, 2011

Update!

Hello friends! I can't believe two months has gone by since the last time I posted. This term of grad school has literally been insane. I'm putting my finishing touches on my last paper, and then I get a month of glorious Christmas break! Two years ago, I said that it was my last Christmas break ever...which was true, because it was my last Christmas break in undergrad. Last Christmas, Cody and I moved. Now this Christmas is OFFICIALLY my last Christmas break, as I don't intend to get anything beyond my Masters, but who knows, it could happen! ;)

I stopped working for the school, and I have a new job working for a surgeon, which is going great. I also started teaching Zumba, which I LOVE! Zumba <3

Oohh, AND we got another dog. Her name is Emma. Training her was a nightmare at first, but now both dogs are doing awesome! She just got spayed two days ago, so she's recovering from that...poor girl.

I miss my hubby. He's gone for the weekend. HOWEVER, my baby sister is coming over for a sleepover! :)

That's all, folks!
Yeah, it was pretty lame. ;)

October 02, 2011

Favorites of the week.







Vegetarian maybe?

I'm thinking about taking the plunge and becoming a vegetarian. The more and more I think about it, the more I think I may do it.

Yes, I already know I'm a weirdo that drives a hybrid and eats organic, so this would be another thing to add to my list of weirdness.

I'm not opposed to eating milk. I'm not one of the PETA weirdos (I guess "weirdo" is my word of the night). I just really don't like meat. Any meat I eat is DRENCHED in sauce...and today, even my favorite fast food (and the only fast food I eat), Chickfila, seemed disgusting to me. I've never been a huge meat person. I can't cook it...it freaks me out. Every time I try to make chicken, I cry because it grosses me out so much. I don't think it would really be much of a change for me since I very rarely eat meat anyways. It wouldn't be difficult for cooking for Cody either. He cooks all the meat, and it's like 1-2 times a week, so I can just eat pasta or something those nights (yum...my favorite). I don't ever crave meat, and only eat it if I *have to* (aka when Cody demands meat ;). I haven't officially decided to do this, but I'm leaning in this direction.

Eating organic and local is SO important. I understand that the term "organic" should be applied loosely. Not all things labeled organic use the best processing methods, and there are some great foods that are NOT labeled organic. "Organic" is a government term, thus with all things, there are politics with the label. I get that. However, my term for organic is not necessarily the same as the government's. My definition for organic is ethically sourced, free of hormones/pesticides/etc, and natural (be careful with this term, though). I did a presentation on organic food in college. The following is some of my notes from my powerpoint. They're long, so if you have the time and want to be educated on eating organic meat, have fun reading. :) I hope it helps at least one of you start eating organic. :)


¡Knowing more about how the food we buy is produced might shake otherwise heedless consumers and get them asking questions about many conventional food-growing methods. Maybe they would want to know just what kind of food and antibiotics were pumped into the animals that end up as beef steaks, pork chops, and chicken tenders on our tables. or perhaps they would be interested to learn which pesticide was sprayed on their fruits and vegetables, along with its potential health effects. Cheaper at the checkout might not seem like such a bargain if the longer-term consequences were more readily apparent. –Gary Hirshberg, Food Inc.



Antibiotics: Factory farmers typically mix low does of antibiotics into animals’ feed and water to promote their growth and to preempt outbreaks of disease in the overcrowded, unsanitary conditions. According to the Union of Concerned Scientists, 70% of all antimicrobials used in the US are fed to livestock. This accounts for 25 million pounds of antibiotics annually, more the eight times the amount used to treat disease in humans. This creates a major public health issue. Bacteria exposed to continuous, low-level antibiotics can become resistant. They then spawn new bacteria with the antibiotic resistance. For example, almost all strains of staph infections in the US are resistant to penicillin, and many are resistant to newer drugs as well.

Mad Cow Disease: Animal feed has long been used as a vehicle for disposing of everything from road kill to “offal,” such as brains, spinal cords, and intestines. Mad Cow Disease is spread when cattle eat nervous system tissues, such as the brain and spinal cord, or other infected animals. People who ate such tissue can contract variant Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease (vCJD), which causes dementia and ultimately death. Keeping mad cow disease out of the food supply is particularly important because consumers cannot protect themselves by cooking the meat of by any other type of disinfection. The US has identified 3 cases since December 2003. In 1997 the FDA instituted a “feed ban” to prevent to spread of the disease. However, this ban still allowed for risky practices. For example, poultry litter (the waste found on the floors of poultry barns) which may contain cattle protein because regulations allow for feeding cattle tissue to poultry. Cattle blood can be fed to calves in milk replacer- the formula that most calves receive instead of their mother’s milk. Food processing and restaurant plate waste, which could contain cattle tissue can still be fed to cattle. When mad cow disease was discovered in the US, the FDA had the opportunity to ban these potential sources of the disease from cattle feed, but they instead proposed a weaker set of rules that only restricted some tissues from older cattle. In 2006 the FDA decided to scale back testing for mad cow disease. Now only 40,000 cows are tested, which is only one tenth of the previous number of cows tested in 2005. This limited testing program effectively leaves consumers unprotected.

E. Coli: Cattle and other animals with hooves are uniquely suited to eat grass. However, in factory farm feedlots, they eat mostly corn and soybeans for the last few months of their lives. These starchy grains increase their growth rate and make their meat more tender- a process called “finishing.” However, scientists point to human health risks associated with the grain-based diet of “modern” cattle. A researcher from Cornell University found that cattle fed hay for the five days before slaughter had dramatically lower levels of acid-resistant E. coli bacteria in their feces than cattle fed corn or soybeans. E. coli live in the cattle’s intestinal tract, so feces that escape during slaughter can lead to the bacteria contaminating the meat. Vegetables can also be contaminated by E. coli if manure is used to fertilize crops without composting it first, or if water used to irrigate or clean the crops contains animal waste. The 2006 contaminated spinach offers a dramatic examples of how animal waste can impact animals.

Fat: According to a study by the Union of Concerned Scientists, beef and milk produced from cattle raised entirely on pasture (where they ate only grass) have higher levels of beneficial fats, including omega-3 fatty acids (which is VERY important), which may prevent heart disease and stengthen the immune system. The study also found that meat from grass-fed cattle was lower in total fat than meat from feedlot-raised cattle.

Hormones: With the approval of the FDA and USDA, factory farms in the US use hormones and antibiotics to promote growth and milk production in beef and dairy cattle. Regulations do prohibit the use of hormones in pigs and poultry. This restriction does not apply to antibiotic use in these animals. An estimated two thirds of all US cattle raised for slaughter are injected with growth hormones. 6 different hormones are used on beef cattle. Recombinant bovine growth hormone (rBGH) is a genetically engineered, artificial growth hormone injected into dairy cattle to increase their milk production by anywhere from 8-17%. The FDA approved rBGH in 1993, based solely on an unpublished study submitted by Monsanto. Approximately 22% of all dairy cows in the US are injected with the hormone, but 54% of large herds (500 animals+), such as those found on factory farms, use rBGH. Its use has increased bacterial udder infections in cows by 25% thereby increasing the need for antibiotics to treat the infections. In addition, the milk from cows injected with rBGH has higher levels of another hormone called insulin-like growth factor-1 (IGF-1). Elevated levels of IGF-1 in humans have been linked to colon and breast cancer. Researchers believe there may be an association between the increase in twin births over the past thirty years and elevated levels of IGF-1 in humans.

Disease: Hundreds of thousands of birds are breathing, urinating, and defecating in the close quarters of factory-style poultry farms. These conditions give viruses and bacteria limitless opportunities to mutate and spread. This is a very real concern given the presence of avian flu in many parts of the world. These large-scale facilities rely on truckloads of feed and supplies that arrive every day, providing a way for the disease to spread.

Contamination: Raising thousands of animals together in crowded conditions generates lots of manure and urine. For example, a dairy farm with 2,500 cows produces as much waste as a city of 411,000 people. The livestock waste is not treated but rather washes out of the confinement buildings into large cesspools, or lagoons. In feedlots, open lots where thousands of cattle wait and fatten up before slaughter, the animals often stand in their own waste before it is washed away. The cattle often have some water-splashed manure remaining on their hides when they go to slaughter. This presents the risk of contamination of the meat from viruses and bacteria.

10 million land animals are killed for food per hour in the US.

Battery Cages: Approximately 95% of egg-laying hens are confined in tiny, barren cages- stacked several tiers high and extending down long rows in windowless warehouses. These cages offer less space per hen than the area of a single sheet of paper. US egg producers still overcrowd about 300 million hens in these cages. If you are going to eat chicken, EAT CAGE-FREE/FREE-RANGE! ALWAYS!

Fast Growth of Birds: The chicken industry’s selective breeding for fast-growing animals and use of growth-promoting antibiotics have produced brids whose bodies struggle to function and are on the verge of structural collapse. To put this growth rate into perspective, the University of Arkansas reports that if humans grew as fast as today’s chickens, we’d weigh 349 pounds by our 2nd birthday.

Forced Feeding for Foie Grass: Foie grass is French for “Fatty Liver,” and is a delicacy produced from the grossly enlarged liver of a duck or goose. 2-3 times daily for several weeks, birds raised for foie grass are force-fed enormous quantities of food through a long pipe thrust down their throats into their stomachs. This deliberate overfeeding causes the birds’ livers to swell as much as ten times their normal size, seriously impairing liver function, expanding their abdomens, and making movements as simple as standing or walking difficult and painful.

Gestation Crates and Veal Crates: 60-70% of female pigs are kept in gestation crates in the US. They are individual metal stalls that are so small and narrow that the animal can’t even turn around. Similarly, most calves raised for veal are confined in restrictive crates- generally chained by the neck. The frustration of natural behaviors takes an enormous mental and physical toll on the animals.

Long-Distance Transport: Billions of farm animals must endure the rigors of transport each year in the US. In-transit death is considered common.

Electric Stunning of Birds: Federal regulations do not require that chickens, turkeys, and other birds be rendered insensible to pain before they are slaughtered. At the slaughter plant, birds are moved off the trucks, dumped from transport crates onto conveyors, and hung upside down by their legs in shackles. Their heads pass through electrified baths of water, intended to immobilize them before their throats are slits.

The "Dirty Dozen" - foods with the most pesticides:
Apples
Celery
Cherries
Peaches
Bell Peppers
Nectarines
Strawberries
Lettuce
Carrots
Pears
Grapes
Kale

September 25, 2011

favorites of the week.

Mountains. Mt. Rainier/the west coast in particular.
Pumpkin Pie Candle.
Getting a 102 point word by using "ritz" and an "-ies"
Chai dates with friends. 
Instagram. What follows is a series of pictures.


September 21, 2011

It's beautiful how a refugee's life can change so quickly...


I was so blessed this morning when I received an email from World Relief Chicago. At first I thought it was a general email about WR, but I was SO excited when I saw that it was a newsletter update! I've copied and pasted the following from their newsletter:

"Congratulations Kikan, and  Go Cubs!
Employee of the Month at Wrigley Field - April 2011
 Kikan arrived in Chicago from Iraq in May of 2010, and quickly sped through his English classes at World Relief Chicago.  With the help of employment staff, Kikan applied the same diligence to his job search as he did in his studies and was hired at Wrigley Field in the spring of 2011.  In preparation for his interview (although the position was in concessions), he even learned about baseball!  His heart and dedication to the customer was immediately recognized by his supervisor, and out of the hundreds of concession workers at Wrigley Field, Kikan was named Employee of the Month in April 2011!."

Kikan was one of my students last fall, and I was incredibly blessed to hear that he is doing so well, and I'm so proud of his hard work at Wrigley Field! 

August 16, 2011

Zumba instructor training!

So, I've been taking Zumba classes for almost three years, and I knew that from the day I took my first class that I wanted to be an instructor! Well, I was always way too busy to take the training, it was too far away, or I didn't have the money. Finally, I decided just to do it! So, even though this has literally been the busiest week of my life, I finally did the training and I am now a licensed Zumba instructor!

My training was in Hagerstown, Maryland, which is the closest I've ever seen to where we live. I got there suuuuper early, because I was excited. Thankfully, that meant I was first in line for registration which began at 8, which meant I was the first in line to shop for ZUMBA WEAR! I got some really cute stuff. I'm holding off on getting more until I actually start teaching though. :)

At 9:15, we began our MASTER CLASS! That was suuuuuch a fun experience. I don't think I have ever sweat that much in my life as I did in that class. After the class, there was just enough time to change clothes before our first lecture on rhythm/music. During every lecture/time we were sitting, I was shoving food and water down- definitely needed it to keep my energy up!

After our first lecture, we practiced put together a warm up routine. I learned sooooo much about fitness during this part, and I'm excited to put my new knowledge to use! He taught us a LOT of basic arm/leg routines. After the warm-up, we did merengue. There was very little sitting during this training. We were pretty much up and moving the whole day practicing our steps- it was tiring, but also exciting at the same time! We did merengue, salsa, cumbia, and reggaeton. There were about 15 or so different steps under each category that we learned, and then we put them all together. We also practiced cueing and cool-down. Finally, near the end, we were divided into groups and had to choreograph a part of a song. Then each group did a different part of the song and BAM- we had a new routine. That part was my FAVORITE! My favorite has been and will always be SALSA. &hearts;

Unfortunately, we didn't have time for a Q+A, but we were provided with so many resources that will definitely answer all of my questions. We were given so much! 6 CDs/DVDs, 2 books, and I joined the ZIN network, which will provide me with absolutely everything I need- including music and choreography!

Erick Santana was an awesome instructor! I'm so excited that, after three years of taking Zumba classes and wanting to take the instructor training, that I am finally now a licensed Zumba instructor! &hearts;

Some of the resources we were given.

CD/DVD set!

That set right there would cost a LOT of money.

I joined the ZIN network. Definitely an AWESOME choice!

And the inside of my ZIN kit.

My Zumba instructor license!

August 13, 2011

My real passion...a long time coming.


This is a post that’s been a long time coming, but I’ve been waiting to post it.

You see, I struggle with saying something, and then not following through with it. Which, when read, seems like a good thing to struggle with, but I’m actually not talking about honesty. I’m talking about dreams and goals. I am an introvert. Thus, it’s hard for me to say how I’m feeling. Now, I even more so don’t tell people things that I want to achieve in life, mainly, because things have changed a lot in my life. I’d rather not say “I’m going to do or be _______ when I grow up” because I feel like an idiot when I don’t end up doing or becoming ______. Perhaps for me it al relates to James 4:13-17:

“Come now, you who say, “Today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a city, and spend a year there and engage in business and make a profit.” Yet you do not know what your life will be like tomorrow. You are just a vapor that appears for a little while and then vanishes away. Instead, you ought to say, “If the Lord wills, we will live and also do this or that.” But as it is, you boast in your arrogance; all such boasting is evil. Therefore, to one who knows the right thing to do and does not do it, to him it is sin.”

You see, I feel like if I say something that I intend to do with my life, and then I don’t follow through, then I feel like I’m a total flake. I’m not the kind of person who “thinks out loud.” I process internally.

But, I’m going to go out on a limb, and begin writing about my ultimate passions. I went to a Bible school. I spent my first year in Spokane, Washington and LOVED it. There were only 150 students max at that campus, so it really was a great community. Then, I transferred to the downtown Chicago campus, as was my original plan. I would have stayed in Spokane, had they had my major (TESOL- Teaching English to Speakers of Other Languages). Chicago was a really rough experience for me. My first year there, I lost every single one of my “friends,” and I lived in a dorm with only 4-5 upperclassmen. First off, I HATED dorm life. Second off, I really didn’t connect with anyone on my floor. Moving across the country at 18 years old really caused me to grow up fast, so going to dorm life with 18 year olds who hadn’t grown up and a roommate who hadn’t left her hometown (she was from Chicago), was just awful. But this is a rabbit trail, so let me get back to the topic at hand. However, many good passions came out of me going to Chicago, including what I am writing about.

Now, it’s unusual for a person to major in TESOL. Most people major in something else, and then get a certificate in TESOL. Several people I know have done this. But when I went to Thailand in 2005, and Ecuador in 2007, I KNEW that I wanted to major in this program, not get a certificate. I also wanted the Biblical education, as I knew I wanted to be involved somehow in international ministry. I thought that I would be a missionary, and that’s what I told everyone.

Well, the passion has not gone away. For the time, I know that God will not have Cody and I live overseas, but to instead (for me) to serve the international community in the US. Cody has never been overseas, and neither of us is feeling called to live overseas at this stage in our lives. This could someday change, but neither of us have felt God’s leading in this area. Cody really wants to be involved in the local church, but he doesn’t really have a geographical area of the US that he’s feeling called to. We know some places in the US where we don’t feel called to, but we haven’t quite received an answer from God as to exactly what he wants us to be! It has felt recently though, that it may not be in the present town that we are living in.

I LOVED my internship that I did last fall. I was interning at World Relief teaching English to refugees. I had interned there the previous year for my weekly ministry, but during this fall semester I was there two mornings a week. I was teaching the advanced levels with an extremely diverse class- I had students from Iraq, Iran, Bhutan, Nepal, Congo, Mexico, and Honduras. It was the greatest experience of my life. I loved my students and the entire experience. Here's some pictures!




One of my favorite students.





Now that Cody and I have moved back to VA, I’ve really been missing teaching English to refugees. I’ve been realizing over the past few months, that my true passion is humanitarian relief.It’s both a ministry and my passion. 


I have loved teaching ESL to kids, but it’s an entirely different world from teaching English to adults. Teaching ESL to kids is primarily teaching them how to read, which, while I do love, it’s not what I went to school for and it's not where my true passion lies. All of my classes and internships were geared for teaching English to adults. Teaching English to adults is amazing. These adult learners need to learn survival English, so, while you are teaching them how to read, you are also teaching them an entirely new language so that they can survive. When teaching ESL to kids in publics schools, they already know how to speak English. They primarily just need help refining their English and working on their reading skills. Adult ELL (English Language Learners) already know how to read, write, and speak in their native language, so you aren’t teaching them reading skills (generally). You are teaching them how to survive in America. This is my real passion.

World Relief is an incredible organization. Everything that they do is so amazing it brings me to tears. They have five main causes – stand for children, stand for women, stand for the displaced, stand for the devastated, and stand for opportunity. You can find out more information about World Relief on their website: worldrelief.org. They are one of the ten non-governmental, non-profit organizations that resettles refugees in the United States. The United States takes in a certain number of refugees a year. Just in case you aren’t aware, here’s a definition of refugee from the UNHCR: “Refugees have to move if they are to save their lives or preserve their freedom. They have no protection from their own state - indeed it is often their own government that is threatening to persecute them. If other countries do not let them in, and do not help them once they are in, then they may be condemning them to death - or to an intolerable life in the shadows, without sustenance and without rights” (from http://www.unhcr.org/pages/49c3646c125.html). Many of my students had lived in refugee camps their entire lives. Some of them were born in refugee camps. This is NOT okay…and I want to do something about it.

James 1:27- Pure and undefiled religion in the sight of our God and Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep oneself unstained by the world.
My passion is to serve the displaced in any capacity. My dream job would to be teaching ESL part-time to refugees and to be a case manager (reception and placement officer) part-time. A case manager or reception and placement officer is the refugee’s first point of contact in the US. This is the person that lines up a place to live and employment (and other things) for the refugee (and their family if they were able to come).

Cody and I have been praying about it, and we are confident that this is the direction that the Lord is taking us- for me, to serve to displaced; for Cody, to serve the local church. Our hope and pray is that together the Lord will accomplish many great things through us and that our lives can impact others.

As far as a timetable goes...we have no idea. One of the difficulties of getting married young is finances, finances, finances. So, for now we will be content where God has us. Maybe in a few years when we are more financially stable, we will ready to delve into our ministry. The big question is location...as we will have to relocate. I'm trying not to limit myself to just working with World Relief, but I would love to work for a Christian organization for humanitarian relief, so we'll see. Right now, we are praying for direction as to what our next steps will be and where we will be. 


“If the Lord wills, we will live and also do this or that.”

August 10, 2011

This week in pictures!

I take pictures of my life on a daily picture. They are usually very random or are a picture of Oliver. I have the worst memory, so taking pictures are how I remember to tell Cody something. Enjoy my week of photos!

I went out with my Zumba girls last weekend. It was fun to dress up and hang out with my girls!

He is so cute. I literally say that 30 times a day. People probably think I'm crazy, but he's just soooooo cute. I'm like the cat lady from the eHarmony video, except about yorkies.

I mean, he is just SOOOOOOOO cute. He's so snuggly, and literally the most loving dog in the world. I get all smiley just thinking about him. I really am like the cat lady. Scary, I know. Worth it? Yes.
We should probably have kids soon...hah. Sorry mom, but it won't be for a WHILE!
He's my study buddy.


Cutie.


His hips don't lie. But seriously...when dogs do that, it means they have good hips. 



He such a cutie. Such a respectful gentleman who waits to come into the bathroom until I tell him to come in...hah.

Convertibles are cool. Convertibles in the rain are not cool. Random commoner in the convertible, if you are reading this, I'm sorry.

So, I've always wanted a pair of Toms. I think that what they do by giving a pair of shoes to a child in poverty whenever you buy a pair of shoes is cool. HOWEVER, I have not ever spent $60-70 on a pair of shoes. Especially not on a pairs of shoes made of cheap-probably-made-in-china-crap. Payless has a brand that does the same thing. Yes, the quality is not as good as Toms. But spending $20 vs. $60-70 is a no brainer on a pair of very similar shoes with a very similar cause. So these are my Payless version of Toms. They're so cute and comfy!

On Sunday, Cody and I went to Petsmart to buy dog food and a toy for Oliver. This super sweet family was selling puppies. When we saw they looked like yorkies, Cody, without prompting, did a Jack Bauer move and turned the car around so we could see them. This little cutie was born in May. He's actually a silkie, but there's very little difference between a silkie and a yorkie besides a more defined snout and a calmer demeanor. They were a good family that had an accident between the mommy and daddy, but thankfully both dogs were of an excellent bloodline and were AKC registered. A dog of this caliber should have costed at LEAST $1500. They were selling him for $200! In case you don't know, I am passionately against puppy mills and backyard breeders, so for me to say that this was legit is saying something. We thought Oliver was from a good breeder, but we didn't do our research, and he ended up being from a backyard breeder, and we ending up spending close to $1000 on vet bills. To top it off, he also has a liver shunt, which is inoperable, so he is permanently on a no protein diet, and he will not live as long and healthy as we would like. We will love him forever. Cody and I wanted to give this pup a good home, but we couldn't because of our lease, so we tried to get my parents to buy him because she's been dying for a yorkie (a silkie would be fine too ;), but they didn't get him. I hope he gets an awesome home! He looks exactly like Oliver did at that age. Such a sweet little boy!

And here's our squash as of today! It's about 7 inches long! :)